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August 18, 2005 · Filed under 忧郁 * 兔

y recently i always heard ppl said they want to change..

i feel so doubt..very doubt..after changed,the life will be better? so..may i ask,ur life now better?

i cant understand and i dun wanna understand..

i dunno wat had happened but i feel vy stress..

i can sense something weird but i dunno the real reason..

i feel vy sad vy pain but there is no tear coming out anymore..

when no tear is coming out, how can pain go far far away fr me?

now everyday, i become vy careful..

wat i want to do, i make sure dat it wont bring trouble to u..

wat i want to ask, i make sure dat the question is neccesary..

i do all these, juz a reason…..i dun wanna see any impatient motion on ur face towards me..it hurt..it realy hurt me deeply..

i thought u always dun mind my troublesome to u..

but i think u tired..tired of taking care of me..i understand..

i thought i oredi bcome independent a little bit ..but i admit..vy slowly..i am vy sure dat now i am better than last time..i can do many things myself n i tried to do myself..but u still feel tired..i haven reach the stage dat u won feel tired..

i oso vy tired..after those things happened..ok..we changed..but still remain the happiness of last time ok..

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